I had a dream about my dad last night. I haven’t had one in a while. He sat with me on the couch and took the time to be interested in what I was writing. I don’t remember what exactly I was writing. He said “Come on, let’s go through this”
I have been writing, just not posting. I have two posts in my drafts that I’m hesitant to put out there. I’m not sure why, this is my outlet and I shouldn’t be afraid. Lately though, I’ve kinda become afraid of a lot of things.
I’ve begun to detach myself from the outside world. I need a mental break, some down time. I’ve been kind of wandering through my head looking around at all that goes on in there, trying to make some new sense of it all.
Since I don’t get physical alone time too often, I take mental alone time. I’ll shut out everyone and turn inward so I can get a handle on myself. No one will even know the difference. I may get a bit quieter but not much else will change.
I don’t have much choice, everything else I’ve been trying is not working. I’m at the end. Hopefully the answer is tucked away in the folds of my mind.
It was wonderful to see my dad again, I really miss him!